Day 92
Gah - it has been a while since I posted. So I am now at 3 months - yeehaa! I think I had my biggest challenge on Friday. Just battling some low feelings/depression at the moment, I think a lot of it relates to pandemic fatigue which I don't think I am alone in. I just have to have faith that at SOME point life will return to semi-normal but sometimes it is hard to imagine when that will be. February is a month I loathe at the best of times - crazy work deadlines and crazy heat (something I really struggle with as I have major circulation issues - need to see a specialist about this BUT waiting for covid crisis to be slightly more under control this side). Also 3 Feb was my mom's birthday and 9 February is the anniversary of her death (she died 8 years ago from cancer and I was with her at home through the last traumatic and painful weeks). Not to mention my brother's birthday on 11th, Dad's birthday on 17th and my parent's wedding anniversary on 23rd. Just seems f